Escape

Ryan Russell

Ryan Russell

Being the first openly LGBTQ+ professional to play in the NFL, Ryan Russell articulates how truth is essential to not only survive but to thrive.

In addition to being a professional football player in the NFL, he is also a published poet, writer, and artist. Ryan dedicated his life to football. He learned the responsibility and hard work it took to become a Big Ten Starter, an All-Conference player, and a reliable teammate. Off the field, he began to take his studies more seriously, write long-form creative pieces, and discover his sexuality. Ryan had always dated women and like a lot of young men his age he had fallen in love once or twice, but the presence of something more began to surface. Ryan confided in his best friend, teammate, and roommate at the time, Joseph Gilliam in his revelation.

He was drafted in 2015 to the Dallas Cowboys in the fifth round, and in 2017, Russell appeared in 14 games with Tampa Bay, while registering 17 tackles. He missed the fifth and sixth games with a dislocated left shoulder, which limited him the rest of the year. His 2 sacks came in each of the final two games. On July 29, 2018, Russell signed with the Buffalo Bills.

Ryan moved to Los Angeles, a place he had visited every off-season and longed to reside. He began sharing and expressing his story through writing and poetry. With his creativity thriving, Ryan also started dating both men and women openly. With those he encountered, he identified as bisexual and his life away from football was finally starting to feel substantial. The thought of repressing his art, his writing, and his love, seemed unbearable.

In April of 2019 he released his debut poetry book Prison or Passion.

Longing for freedom, On August 29th, 2019, Ryan Russell came out to the world as the 1st active NFL player to identify as bisexual. His courage and bravery deriving from the need to live his dream as exactly who is he is and whom he was meant to be. Such a significant moment in professional sports history ignited by the single notion that someone can dedicate their life to sports while also being dedicated to their truth.